Текст песни Egor Erushin - Not Coming Home

these falling leaves
they are my partners
on this misery walk I had to take alone

these racing thoughts
wont let me sleep well
where did I mess up, where did I go wrong

i'm caught in between
i know what you mean
when you say I'm lucky
when you say you'd be the same
but do you have the guts to just run away?

I've been wondering for years
How does it feel to be like this
Will the body save the soul
And do I really have it all?
It's a price I had to pay,
And honestly I hate the way I roam,
But I've set my goals and I'll fight my wars
I'm sorry mom, but I'm not coming home

One - you'll always be there for me
Two - my love won't let you fall
Three - and after all that I've been through
four - you need to let me go

I've been wondering for years
How does it feel to be like this
Will the body save the soul
And do I really have it all?

This bind will last forever
Forever and a day
I see it all so clear
Now that you have to wait in vain

It's a price I had to pay,
And honestly I hate the way I roam,
But I've set my goals and I'll fight my wars
I'm sorry mom, but I'm not coming home