Текст песни Broadway Karkat - Expectations (Reality)

Verse 1:]
Wonder what it was that set me off
Before this, I’d never felt so lost
And now it seems we’re all falling apart at the seams
Hope you know the reason that I fucked up
Hasn’t got a thing to do with love
It’s just that my emotions are going haywire
(I think I’m losing everyone)
How did things end up this way?
(Now that I’m all alone I want)
A minute just to say
[Chorus 1:]
Shut up, (shoosh) right now,
Hey fuckass, please calm down
Stop tryin’ (shoosh) stop denyin’ that you’re not okay
They all know about how (shoosh) you’re feeling (shoosh) and you don’t have a clue
How do I save me from myself when I don’t know what I should do?
[Verse 2:]
Don’t let anybody know the truth
It’s obvious the fault lies with you
Your tears won’t bring them back to life, oh no
You know you’ve tried to save someone before
Rainbow blood stains on the floor
The guilt cuts into you just like a thousand knives
(Now after all is said and done)
Maybe I’m the one to blame but
(To think I could’ve been the one)
Well it didn’t work out that way, yeah
[Chorus 2:]
Shut up, (shoosh) right now,
Hey fuckass, please calm down
Stop tryin’ (shoosh) stop denyin’ that you’re not okay
They all know about how (shoosh) you’re feeling (shoosh) and you don’t have a clue
How do I save me from myself when I don’t know what I should do?
[Bridge:]
Oh please, don’t let this be the end, after I was such a shitty friend
And now my heart is breakin’
With every word I’m sayin’
I wanted this game to be fun
But now all I can feel is numb
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyes
Ooh,

FUCK ALL
[Chorus 3:]
Shut up, right now,
Hey fuckass, please calm down
Stop tryin’ stop denyin’ that you’re not okay
They all know about how you’re feeling and you don’t have a clue
How do I save me from myself when I don’t know what I should do?
[Chorus 4:]
Don’t wish, don’t start
You’re not somebody else
You’ll never measure up to the heroes in your mind
The truth is, you’ve always known that you’re just no better than mainstream
You said that someday you’d be great, it’s time to chase after that dream
Shut up, (shoosh)
Hey fuckass, please calm down
Stop tryin’ and denyin’
Shoosh
About how (shoosh, c’mon SOOSH!)
You said that someday you’d be great, it’s time to chase after that dream (chase your dreams)