Текст песни Linkin Park - By myself (Reanimation)

What do I do to ignore them behind me,
Do I follow my instincts blindly,
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening,
Do I sit here and try to stand it,
Or, do I try to catch them red-handed,
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or, do I trust nobody and live in lonliness,
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin,
I make the right moves but I’m lost within,
I put on my daily facade, but, then,
I just end up getting hurt again,

By myself,
Myself,
I ask why,
But in my mind, I find,
I can’t rely on myself,
Myself,
I ask why,
But in my mind I find,
I can’t rely on myself,

I can’t look around,
It’s too much to take in,
I can’t hold back,
When I’m stretched so thin,
I can’t slow down,
Watching everything spin,
I can’t look back,
Starting over again,

If I turn my back I’m defenseless,
And to go blindly seems senseless,
If I hide my pride and let it all go on,
Then, they’ll take from me until everything is gone,
If I let them go I’ll be outdone,
But, if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun,
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer,
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer,

By myself,
Myself,
I ask why,
But in my mind, I find,
I can’t rely on myself,
Myself,
I ask why,
But in my mind I find,
I can’t rely on myself,

I can’t look around,
It’s too much to take in,
I can’t hold back,
When I’m stretched so thin,
I can’t slow down,
Watching everything spin,
I can’t look back,
Starting over again,

Don’t you, don’t you, don’t you, don’t you, (7x)

Know,
I can’t tell you how to make it go,
No matter what I do, how hard I try,
I can’t seem to convince myself why,
I’m stuck on the outside,

Don’t you know,
I can’t tell you how to make it go,
No matter what I do, how hard I try,
I can’t seem to convince myself why,
I’m stuck on the outside, (5x)